I am ready to start contributing to my family, community, and the world. I need to reconnect with my true self. I am like a shadow of who I once was, and who I dreamed I would become. I've let myself become a victim in my life and it's turned me into someone I was never supposed to be.
I needed to go through the good, the bad, the insane, and some really devastating and amazing things that I've been through to come to this point in time right now. To determine who I am. Who and where I come from and if I want to sit and live a life of the same stagnation or do I want to leave my mark on the world.
I'm still child like. I think it's good, but I have wasted so much time trying to go for things in life, that I've lost a lot of opportunity and let go of some really good careers. I always thought I would be taken care of, that I would live a materialist and never worry about anything. I am so very lucky, my mom and dad are wonderful and they always have been. They took such good care of me as a child I always thought it would be like that. To an extent it is, my parents would do anything for my family.
I just want them to see me doing everything I can for my family and supporting them without any help from them.
I'm so blessed, and I know what I need to do and I have the courage to do it. Now, today is the first day to start my new path.
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